hate me in ways hard to swallow

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perseverance Sep 16, 2009 02:48

jfc.

I hate my life sometimes.
I hate myself in ways hard to swallow.

Amazing.

And I've never been this hurt over something that wasn't said to me in all my life. So awkward. Whatever. I need thicker skin, I guess.

Comments disabled because I don't think there's point in replying.

fml, i am a failure at my life, hurt, sick, hate me in ways hard to swallow

∴ and if this river don't drown me it's down i'll mean to roam . . .

perseverance Apr 22, 2009 11:26

He borrowed money from my wealthy uncle to pay it off.

The loan's been paid.

I should be super relieved.

I'm not.

God damn it.

failure as a daughter is me, wry u do this governments, god damn it all, i hate myself so much, this is why i can't have nice things, hate me in ways hard to swallow, depressed

∴ carry 'im to 'is burying ground . . .

perseverance Apr 22, 2009 04:04

Bah, God damn it, emotions ( Read more... )

failure as a daughter is me, wry u do this governments, fuck, this is why i can't have nice things, i am a failure at my life, hate me in ways hard to swallow, depressed

∴ I have to block out thoughts of you so I dont lose my head

perseverance Apr 20, 2009 07:53

THE TRUTHORDARE MEME

Dizzy spells. All morning. Fuck. Not impressed with that. God damn it.

Bah. Someone call my father for me.
I really don't feel like being the fail daughter right now. Bleh.

dizzy spells are not good i think, should be sleeping, !disabled, comfortably numb, i am a failure at my life, no sleep, random, emotions i don't know, failure as a daughter is me, sleep is needed, self hate, meme, this is why i can't have nice things, hate me in ways hard to swallow, depressed